12 March 2022

she grew a garden on her arms (3/12/22) tw//self-harm

 

she grew a garden on her arms


full of pinpricks


and peonies


disappointment


and desperation




a cry for help in the middle of the night


covered with a smile by morning




you feel your heart rip


so you rip


into the soil 


to grow something new




to feel the sunshine on your face


to feel anything at all


all the while wishing to wither away


to feel nothing


at all




you water your garden 


& it grows


& grows


until it grows


so wild


it swallows you up



 ©copyright Allison Smidt 2022


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